♥Cause my heart keeps falling faster,
/I've waited all my life to cross this line, to the only thing that's true.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
iloveyou.
28 october 2008, tuesday
Didnt go for training. :X instead went to the dentist with mom, to pluck myy teeth out. -.- waited for bout an hour then myy turn. get inside the room and waited for the dentist, the whole clinic only hav one dentist. kinda pathetic yea ? check myy teeth and he said that iie hav 4 milk teeth to pluck out. O.O iie cried when iie heard that. ): iie was already damn scared with tears in myy eyes and he told me that he's goin to pluck out 4 when it it suppose to be 2. -.- tears drop. myy mom agree lorhhs without even thinking. T.T the whole process was uber scared, pain and disgusting so im nort gonna post bout. :X then the whole day, iie only ate a small bowl of porridge and a cup of water for medicine at 8. )): iie cant chew myy food now. D:
29 october 2008, wednesday
Today went for english camp ! {: its uber fun ! :D
woke up at 7, saw shanelle's msg sayin that yuki dun hav hlc shirt (we plan to wear that together), then called shanelle and ask whyy. noe the reason le, ask peiling to bring the extra hlc shirt for yuki cos iie gonna lend mine to yeexuan. When peiling brought it out, michelle then msg me and say that yuki scared cant fit in. ): so borrow from chunfai, his shirt was super big so comfirm can fit in. reached school, yeexuan they all decided nort to wear anymore. hai me birng 2 shirts. >:( forget it. then start off the camp,form group and went to courtyard. this year, the chief instructor is still adrian while our group instructor is benjamin. he's a nice guy. {: & our group name was sexybabes and our respond to him was ''xing gan jiao shi''. :D hahahas ! did chicken dance in front of everybody then went for breakfast, serve ppl. (: wasnt able to eat cos iie cant chew. D: went for briefing after that and proceed to sentosa. :D play a detective game named C.S.I ! {: the game was qutie okay, and guess what does mouth of fortune means ? it means kofu, the eating place. iie dunno how iie got it sia. hahahas ! they say that im too hungry, that's whyy. im nort ! (: at bout 2 ? went to eat at kofu, had noodles bt only ate 1/3 of it cos iie dun hav teeth, its hard to chew so giv up. julia fed yeexuan the other 1/3 so the rest for the 1/3 end up in the dustbin. :X finished everything and went back school. on the way back, peeps were uber noisy ! >:( debrief and went home.
30 october 2008, thursday
Was late for camp today, went point with yeexuan to buy her breakfast. then waited for julia outside school so when we reached ava room, we were uber late. :X start writing report and script for play. went for breakfast at 10, serve ppl again. went back up to ava room to continue the writing then hand in the report to adrian and prepare for play. {: im amanda ! :D the most easy thing to do, just lie down there.. hehees.. the play perform was super funny, laughed all the way. :D watched video clips and then break camp. went point to eat, then me and yeexuan went errs.. somewhere near xinmin there to check things out and pass chunfai, his shirt back. {: went back to school and slack. was suppose to hav a meeting with mr lee bout the halloween thingy bt he didnt arrive. walk here and there to look for him. then at 3, julia, peiling and michelle went for muay thai. at bout 3plus, finally saw mr lee in school. he went somewhere in moe to hav a meeting while we waited him for an hour. ): told mr lee our plans and went home while yeexuan they all went to check out the place cos they havent been there before. gonna meet them again tmw, to make the props. {: & appeal results will be out tmw. pray hard that peiling and yeexuan will get into pure sience class. :D finally, iie hav finished myy post, a super long one. hehees.. super tired now, byesss.
with loves,
xiangyue ♥
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
iloveyou.
shall post all about english camp tmw. :D
uber tired now also = to lazy to post. so wait for my post tmw. hehees.. {:

with loves,
xiangyue ♥
Monday, October 27, 2008
iloveyou.



Peiling came over to help julia and lisa get their appeal forms from me in the morning then mom get home and we went off to j8, wanted to buy haversack bt no luck. iie dun lyk any of them. then went walk around and shop...
pretty moodless today, am iie a very loathe ? hais.. D: everything seems to change..

with loves,
xiangyue ♥
Sunday, October 26, 2008
iloveyou.
Hey people !

nth happen much yesterday. went amk with mom in the afternoon. brought a dress which iie dun think iie will wear. -.- its meant for those dinner type ? actually iie dun really lyk it lorhhs, bt myy mother and the sale person keep sayin nice nice then buy lorhhs. the sale person still say what can wear for graduation, iie was lyk diaos it is still 2years away. hahahas.. went home and use com. talk to myy primary school mate, jessica ! i miss her alot ! ): plan to hav a gathering with other school mates but sadly nobody hav the same day free. ): plan to ask alot of ppl, only ask a few already gt problem. how to ask the rest ? D:

Today woke up at 5 ! O.O get ready to go kusu island, waited for myy father for bout half an hour then left home. reached kusu island at 7, there's already a huge group of people waiting for boat to get back. :O goin early also good sia, nort a lot of people then nort so much smoke and more space. :D then come back, hav breakfast or lunch at point. shld be lunch barhhs.. hahas.. gonna watch hms2 on channel 5 ltr.. (: siian. nth much.. byebye

with loves,
xiangyue ♥
Friday, October 24, 2008
iloveyou.
For the past few days, everyday is almost the same.. hav rehearsal everyday expect on wed then thurs was the speech day. (: today results of subject combination was out. iie got into 3e1. :D triple science with elective history. julia, michelle, shanelle, pearlyn, ruiqi, meiling and quite alot of ppl iie noe go e1 too.. :} peiling went e4 while yeexuan went e3. ): its kinda of a mircale that iie will get into e1, weiguang say iie go e1, next year retain. -.- stupid weiguang ! yesterday still pinch me till blue-black. argh ! :@ went compass with yeexuan to see things then mrt-ed to plaza sing to see things for the halloween.. mrt-ed back home then yeexuan forget to take her things, which is inside myy bag then wait at mrt station for her. at bus stop, saw cheryl and peixuan.. :D then along the way, saw ex-classmates who board the bus, sean and faiz. :D hahahas.. that's all for today, im lazy to post. :X

with loves,
xiangyue ♥
Sunday, October 19, 2008
iloveyou.
ITS ALL OVER...
iloveyou.
Yesterday went back to school in the morning for HLC camp meeting, late cos was waiting for julia, she missed her bus. But there are ppl who are even later than us. The meeting is suppose to start at 10 bt cos gt alot of ppl late so it started at 10.30 & mr foong was unhappy bout it. & mr chia is goin to retire on 29dec, might go and help out. :} then went home. 2plus go salon with mother to get myy hair done. The picture was quite nice bt when the auntie help me do. its very very different. :'( by the time, iie got home the sides got abit straight and by the time iie reach hilltop graden resturant where shuling jiejie's wedding is held, it gt back to myy straight hair expect for the central of myy hair. -.- so its very very ugly. -.- dinner started only at 8.30 ended at 11plus. reached home at 12. Shuling jiejie and patrick korkor very very sweet lorhhs. :D going to upload some of the pictures. :} lazy to post so that's all. :X cousin came just now, super nosiy plus iie was talkin to alvin again. -.- he is so gayy !!! Peiling how could uue tell him, nv tell us. He tell me then iie noe lorhhs. How could uue, peiling ?! :P hahahahas !





with loves,
xiangyue ♥
Friday, October 17, 2008
iloveyou.
Went out with clique today ! :D bt yeexuan didnt go. :(
Meet peiling to go seragoon mrt station to meet julia and michelle. & that peiling arrive super late. bout 10.50 reach lorhhs while we are suppose to meet at the mrt station at 11. -.- then peiling decided to take cab bt there's no cab !! walk further down then 109 came, we are quite near to the bus stop le bt peiling dun want to run so miss the bus again then continue walkin till ave 8 then finally hav cab sia. the taxier driver talk to us along the way, friendly uncle. :) peiling today good mood, she pay for the cab. (:
reached then train-ed from seragoon to dhoby ghaut then changed to north south line, train-ed to somerset cos goin farest plaza bt while we are reachin somerset, julia decided to go bugis instead to take neoprints so get out at somerset and train-ed to city hall and then changed to east west line to bugis. :) then mich brought bread while iie brought a big saugage. :D then went to take neoprint. :} bt it wasnt very nice. :( then went walk at bugis junction then bugis street. Saw weetheng there, she's working. :D walk until tired le, julia say want to plaza sing then train-ed there. First thing that julia say when we step into plaza sing, she said '' danger place '' . iie still blur blur then peiling saw khairil. Everytime go plaza sing comfirm see him de bt we didnt see him. :D then went to eat and then play at spotlight. After that, went off to acarade.. as usual, iie didnt play. :) iie went home at 4.35 cos iie need to be home by 5. At mall de bus stop, saw dononvan and that gurl again. hahahas..
Talkin with alvin is so boringgggg !!
talk to him for bout 2plus hour myself cos that julia ong ps me, make me talk to him myself. -.- talk bout myy neighbour yu shan. :X and alot alot of crap. He asked me to call him just now and listen to his crap again. :X bt this is just 10mins. hahas ! :D
Goin back school in the morning for HLC camp @ bitan (?) briefing. then afternoon might go find shuling jie jie for the tea session (?) then at night goin for her wedding dinner. :D
* more pictures at michelle's blog.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
iloveyou.
School was abit different today ? cos half of the time was at hall, having speech day rehearsal. :) was praticing cheer. Ncc did an indian cheer, a fun one. :D after the rehearsal, was actually suppose to get back to class to get ready for an english field test conducted by the MOE then dun hav to go for the police talk, instead, as we are very hungry and mr Jai say we ken go for recess so we went off for recess despite the fact that we will be late. So in the end, we are late for the paper bt didnt get any scoldin or watsoever as for julia and lisa, they didnt do the test cos there wasnt enough papers. hahahahas..
& we all submit our subject combination form le. :O
iie tick both pure and combine. doubt that iie will be able to take pure sciences, alot of ppl are gonna take pure sciences bt combine science is just the same for me. so doesnt matter which one iie take. :} myy overall marks are very kns !! :'( first half of the year had pull down the second half of the year's marks down alot alot !! T.Tso in the very end, iie did badly for myy whole year, gt 15th in class. T.T mich gt top 10 for level while julia gt 1st in class and 10th in level. so envy ! :( sad for myself bt happy for her. :D

Goin fareast with julia and co. to shop tmw. :} myy mother allow me to go sia ! woots !! bt must be home by 5. T.T bt better than nth. :)

lots of love,
xiangyue.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
iloveyou.
I GOT BACK MY RESULTS TODAY !! D:

First 3 periods get back results and subject combination form then went out of class to change for speech day rehearsal. Fall in at 11 then went for rehearsal. iie become black due to the standing in sun just now. still gt mark. -.-

Dunno what subject combination to take lehhs. siian ~
Results :
English C6
Literature & Art C5

Chinese B3
Home econs, Maths & Geography A2
Science A1

Didnt do as well as CA3. T.T was hopin that iie dun hav Cs bt end up with 3. -.- art nearly got a B.. :( this is the first time, iie think iie draw quite nice bt end up with a C. >:( now dunno wat subject combination to take due to myy stupid english lorhhs. C lehhs, take wat sia. Actually iie ken take pure sciences bt myy english C and it is stressful to take pure. hais.. maybe just listen to yeexuan lorhhs, both pure and combine science also tick. If pure ken nort, then combine lorhhs. see first barhhs. :X iie will just hav to choose, Amaths, Bio, POA, Economics cos the rest iie am nort keen in them. :X shall choose them ltr barhhs.. hais.. only got one day to choose. :( tsk tsk..

lots of love,
xiangyue.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
iloveyou.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS !! ;D

Tmw's trainin was the same, tired and bored.
It start off with 1st parade and then pumpin, 15 ? & sir aliff is super .. watever ~ then the part Cs ask for voluntary for the parade on speech day. All part As went expect for one. then all myy goodie friends and me expect for peiling didnt get into the parade. :D
after that moved to classroom block due to the rainin.. did another 20 pumpin and it was damn squeezing.. -.- then drill drill and then arm drill.. iie gt a heavy riffle. :( then slack at ncc room while the rest went for speech day rehearsel. was talkin crap inside the room and complained abit bout our seniors. :X crap ~ bt nth change luhhs, they are still the same. then after the rest gt back for rehearsal, went back into ncc room again to get riffle, this time iie gt a lighter one. :D then went for test, quite okay ? -.- then finally released. :} went to point to hav lunch at late afternoon with yeexuan and michelle while peiling and julia went home.. after eating, pei-ed yeexuan wait for bus then went home. bath and then slack at home. then myy mother ask me go shopping with her. O.O then went off to amk. shop shop till 10. then went home to bed. :}
Might go out again ltr ? dunno yet.. actually would hav gone shoppin with mich, peiling and yuki at bugis bt only gt the 4 of us lyk werid lehhs so decide nort to go. :X siian ~

lots of love,
xiangyue.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
iloveyou.
Yesterday went xiao fen jie jie hus.. :D
Her little baby boy is called yi en. (: little yi en is always sleeping, what do uue expect from a month year old baby yea ? hahahahas ! ;D will get to see him next sat ? if xiao fen jie jie is gonna bring him to shu ling jie jie's wedding. (: then spend the time talkin to myy cousin, sii inn jie jie. :D the first topic that come out from her mouth was bgr. -.- watever ~ then took alot of photos bt all with sii inn jie jie. nothing much happened today. :} tmw must go back school for ncc ! :( & tmw there will be a baby comin over lorhhs. cant play with the baby le due to ncc... :'(

我还是不知道我要的是什么..
lots of love,
xiangyue
Saturday, October 11, 2008
iloveyou.
Hi people ! ;D
its almost a week since iie last post.oh boy. hahahahas ~ shall start post from monday ? (:


6 Oct, Monday
Wake up had a terribly stomachache, it last till afternoon. -.- Julia say iie look lyk an old women cos myy face very very pale. -.- iie cant finish myy chinese papers ! cos stomach very very pain then write super slowly.. tsk tsk.. Myy A for chinese flew away.. :'( then after papers went point to have lunch with yeexuan and mich and waited for peiling to arrive to meet us. while waiting, some seniors actually used '' eye power '' to get their seats sia. Yeexuan say eye power dun works on her. hahahas ! finally, peiling arrive, talk for awhile then they all come myy hus to study. Yeexuan and mich was studyin home econs then me ? was teaching peiling maths. ARGH !! she damn @#$% :X she hav a fix mind nort a flexible one. :X hehees...

7 Oct, Tuesday
Had maths and home econs paper. iie dunno how to do lorhhs. hais.. T.T went for lunch with mihc, yeexuan and peiling. then went home to study for tmw's science paper. Had tution at 6.30.. She test me abit on science and iie ken ask corretly bt guess wat ? when iie start to revision myself and do myy assenment book, iie dunno everything. -.- what the hell luhhs... studied till 11 ? then giv up.

8 Oct, Wednesday
Had science paper, iie think iie ken pass it bt comfirm wouldnt get good grades. sob sob ~ julia and yeexuan came myy hus. then awhile later, mich and peiling come. So noisy ! :X hehees.. then bout noon, tina come to teach me wat to do for art. :D thanks alot tina !! (: then after a while, jocye and company came to look for tina. at 3plus, everybody left. didnt do art in the end. -.-

9 Oct, Thursday
Maths paper 2 ! iie really hate myself sia. iie dunno how to do the paper. -.- there's nth iie ken do now. :'( went cheryl hus to do art for awhile. spend 1hour to do the mindmap then went home. Along the way, saw alot of ppl crowding around myy hus blk. saw carrie and pearlyn then went up to them and asked why everybody crowding here. & guess wat ? Pearyln's father ask me to look at the 6 floor. iie stilll blur blur sia and somebody was sitting on the edge of the building. Somebody want to jump building. O.O alot of ppl was lookin lorhhs, alot of hougang sec ppl then see alot of familler ppl. hahas.. carrie told me before iie came, she sit there for a long time already. so, stay there to kpo and talk to carrie. long time nv see her le, miss her alot ! then everything ended around 3 ? and iie still cant go home. know whyy ? cos everybody crowd at the lift there to wait for that person who want to jump building to come down then iie cant go home. the staircase also fill with ppl lorhhs. then finally the person came down then everybody kept followin. -.- want to know more then check the newspapers, iie lazy to type out the whole process. :X then iie went home. slack slack till 7 ? then finally start off with myy art then do till midnight with the help of myy mom and sister. sob sob ~ iie hate art ! bt iie am quite happy with myy work this time ? :}

10 Oct, Friday
Today was the last day of examsssss !! ;D art exam is still fine, finish myy finish piece bt myy prepartory work was really complete. bt who cares ? iie am nv gonna take art next year ! (: went home then asked myy mom if iie ken go watch movie with myy ''lovely'' frens. hehees.. & myy mother suprisingly agreed sia. :D then bath went hougang mrt station to meet yeexuan and mich. Mich was late for 10mins, she left home at 12.30. -.- we are suppose to meet at 12.30 lorhhs. Peiling and julia was late, we took the train to seragoon to wait for them. :} saw dononvan on train. He say iie am short !! :@ for goodness sake, im nort short lorhhs, is iie nv stand properly. :D train-ed to vivo. brought tickets to watch painted skin, yeexuan wanted to watch that. Saw joyce and roy, they were looking for tina. (: The movie is ok ? The starting was boring, iie hate fight scences. then still got nc 16 scences. -.- yeexuan shld be enjoying barhhs ? she's a horny person. the ending was quite touchin ? me and yeexuan cried. peiling, mich and ju didnt cried. Ju didnt cry cos she dun understand, mich and peiling didnt cried cos they are cold-hearted. hahahahas !! (: then went walkin around.. take photos. :D wouldnt post them ? cos they are all with yeexuan and iie doubt that she will upload barhhs. hahas ~ yeexuan and peiling left at 4plus cos yeexuan nid to get home by 5 then me, ju and mich went to hav lunch. -.- myy lunch cost me $8, so called seafood pardise bt only got sotong, mushroom and prawn. waste myy money nia. shld hav eat hokkien mee with julia. hehees.. then train-ed home at 5plus. reached home at 6.30 ? (: today was quite happy ? at less more happy than the past few days barhhs. Bt ju or mich spoiled the end. talk bout something which iie dun want to. hais.. one of them started it first. & that julia ong say next time iie cry, call her. she lyk to hear ppl cryin. -.- julia ong, when iie cry, iie comfirm wouldnt call uue de ! :P

11 Oct, Saturday
went up very very late today cos iie cant sleep last night. iie wake up at 11plus sia. so late !! it has been quite a long long time since iie last wake up so late. Maybe cos for the past few days didnt sleep much then today wake up so late. :X ltr goin to xiao fen jie jie's hus, her baby is a month year old le. :D another happy thing to last me for awhile ltr. :) might post again ltr ? shall see first barhhs. :} no need to go school on mon and tues bt there's training on mon. T.T see if the other gurls are goin anort. if they go then iie go. :D oh well, iie gt a super long post today. :}

lots love,
xiangyue.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
iloveyou.
Dinner was nice ? Didnt ate much too, dun hav the appetite. Myy parents thought iie sick lorhhs cos iie didnt really eat myy fav crab which is right in front of me ? -.- finally finish 3 modules of home econs notes, 4 more to go. Might do it ltr or tmw ? cos tues is the test le ! ):

& a guy had actually disturbed me while iie was writing myy notes lorhhs. -.- Passer by, uue are the same guy who talk to me at msn right ? whyy dun uue just put ur name ? go ahead and scold me, iie dun care anymore. you guys sucks big time !! & iie dun even think iie am chio ken ? iie noe im ugly, bt iie have nv said that iie am chio ! im nort toyin with his feelings ken ?! get ur facts right ken ?!
How great is it ? tmw is myy chinese paper and iie am gonna be a panda cum goldfish. how great is that ?!

我的心已经碎了... 还要碎多少次呢 ? ): 我还要流多少泪 ?


lots of love,
xiangyue.
iloveyou.
I'M A PANDA CUM GOLDFISH TODAY !! ):
im a panda cos yesterday slept at 1plus or 2 then kena waken up by myy mother at 6plus 7. -.-
a goldfish after wat iie hav done yesterday night.. hais.. gonna go out for dinner with uncle's family. (:


Love, what is it?
A misused word, a hurtful word.
A comforting word, a reassuring word.
Love is a word,that hurts more people than not.
I do not want to be a pessimist,but does love really exist?
If love is real, it will last forever,but what is forever?
我只不过是一个很普通的女孩, 我已经不能再承受你所给我的压力了..
我真的好累... 我只想过着频繁的日子, 只想快快乐乐的过日子.
我现在真的很乱, 我不知道自己要的是什么.. ):

lots of love,
xiangyue.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
iloveyou.
Gonna post bout the past few days ?

Thursday; 2 Oct
Had lit exams.. still ok ? expect for section c (unseen question), that one iie totally have nth to write lorhhs.. idiot.. went home econ room after the exam cos need to finish up on myy handphone pouch. & finally it is done ! (: went home with julia. Canceled tution to study geo bt end up also didnt really study. -.-


Friday; 3 Oct
Geo paper sucks ! cos iie hav more than half of the paper dunno how to do lorhhs.. -.- if iie did study, iie might nort hav to worry le. -.- hais.. then went mac with ju nn company to eat.. then go watch peiling, weiling and xuanyi play volleyball then went back to mac to get our bags. Me and julia then went to myy hus to study while mich, peiling and yeexuan go soccer court. dunno for wat ? then soon after, yeexuan come to myy hus to study. play play then study study.. they left at 6 ? then had tution after that.. goin swimming with julia tmw. ;D

Saturday; 4 Oct
Went swimming with julia in the morning then went mall after that.. take a nap after reaching home cos very tired. then had tution then now posting.. :) that's all.. no mood to post le..

If you feel disappointed about me;
so do iie.
Lots of love,
xiangyue.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
iloveyou
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY ! :D

Tmw is lit exam ! :/ Just finish typing myy lit notes, gonna go bath and then mermoise them ! hehees.. Thanks alot lisa ! she send me a copy of her notes to guide me. :} just a short post for today cos myy sisters are nagging that iie hav used the com for so long so gotta go. bye people.

lots of love,
xiangyue.