♥Cause my heart keeps falling faster,
/I've waited all my life to cross this line, to the only thing that's true.
Friday, June 13, 2008
iloveyou.
Ended tution nort long ago... Tired tired ~

Went IMT in the afternoon...
Julia for the first time, she came early ! xD she scared that she will be late, so she wake up at 8.30. She reached myy hus at 10.30. Met downstairs, then we accompany myy mother to ave 8 de market. hahahas... After that went to eat then off back to myy hus. Reach home around 11.20 ? iie start to tie myy hair while julia forge signature. xD then start to dress up, iie am faster than julia today ! hehees... Then yeexuan called nn say wanna come up myy hus nn meet. So, while waitin we polish our boots... :D then she reach nn walk to school. Reach just on time. 12 ~ michelle nn peiling thought 1.15... -.- end up madam ask them to take cab to nee soon camp. Peiling's mom dun allow peiling to take cab so she didnt come... :( then michelle come... 11 bucks plus... O.O... hahahahas... Start briefin nn stuffs... Then shootin... MY GOD lorhhs... xP the sand bag doesnt really help me much. Cos it is always fallin... :( elbows damn pain luhhs. It is still red now. :'( nvm... at less iie didnt get zero... :) iie gt 2/20... Sadly... iie wasnt aimin, that was just luck. :) mich gt 3, yeexuan gt 1, ju nn huiqi gt 0... junhan nn weixiang pro lorhhs, marksman; 16/20... wahhs... :D On the way back to school, julia lie on myy lap nn fall asleep... Myy legs become numb cos of that. Hahahas... went home after that... The part Cs are great painters ! ncc room is damn nice now although it is nort finish yet. :)

Seriously me nn uue break lyk nv break lehhs.. xP
Everything remain the same.
Just that iie stop callin uue laogong nn uue stop callin me laopo.
Doesnt make any much difference
& uue want to walk me to school on the 16 when iie go for HLC camp.
Ppl who dunno either thinks that we are still steadin or worried bout me.
To those who are worryin, iie am okay.
Sometimes, tears still will drops bt iie am totally okay. :)
lots of love,
xiangyue.
Count love at 11:38 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
iloveyou.
It's offically over today... :'(

iie choose to end it now.
iie dun want to giv them another chances to hurt us again.
Since uue said that in 5yrs time, myy parent wouldnt care anymore.
Then if we are fated to be, we shall be togther again in 5yrs time.
Uue said uue will wait nn iie promise that iie wouldnt hav a change of heart.
Let's take this as a test that god put our love to...
uue are always the one to be by my side when i need uue, uue protect me, care for me && love me .
iie would never forget that.
iie will always love uue just lyk uue love me.
iie will keep the memorys nn love uue giv me deep inside myy heart.


They leave a scar deep inside myy heart.
A scar is a scar, watever they do.
The scar will always be there, it wouldnt fate away.
They make me say goodbye to myy love.
iie goin to get myy love; ridhwan, myy ex-boyfriend :( as soon as iie finish myy studies.
& by then, they shldnt stop me anymore.

lots of love,
xiangyue.
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
iloveyou.
It's over... :'(
5mths of relationship ended... :'(
Is myy fault, iie am sorry... Please dun drop anymore tears because of me. iie noe uue hav tried ur best nn uue really love me. Bt it has ended now. Uue choose to talk to them nn think things will work out, instead things become worst nn it ended. :'( iie love uue now nn iie always will. Forget me nn carry on with life, find urself a new gurl who will be a much much better gurlfren than iie am. Dunno what to write anymore. Goodbye; myy love... :'( although it is over, iie still love uue... :'(

lots of love,
xiangyue.
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
iloveyou.
Went AMK hub with myy family nn watch kungfu panda. yay ! Really wanna watch that movie. hahahas... iie love panda ! xD
The whole threate was laughin lorhhs, iie didnt really laugh... Was busyin thinkin of other things. Hais... :( Kungfu Panda was a really nice show, expect that myy mind wasnt on the movie... iie prefer to watch that with boyfriend lorhhs... Hais... Things are never goin to be the same again iie guess... Whatever uue intend to do, ken really work things out ?? iie am really scared of the outcome. :'(
Boyfriend went to work at early afternoon, until now aso havent come back. Feel bored without him... Hais... dun really feel lyk postin today. Goodbye.

I MISS YOU; MYY DEAR BOYFRIEND !

I LOVE PANDA ! :D iie love boyfriend more. xD

*sorry uh julia... Uue very rich marhhs then uue take cab to school barhhs. xD

lots of love,
xiangyue.
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Monday, June 9, 2008
iloveyou.
iie hav such a long post today. :)

more nn more problems arise each nn everyday. :'( whyy ??
How long ken iie still take it ? iie hav already broken down since the first time it happened. How many times must history repeat itself ? How much further ken iie break down ? T.T Tears dropped every single day, how long must it continues ? Things arent the same anymore. iie am havin so much pressure from everyone. T.T How long ken iie talke the pressure ? Dun wish to post any further. sobsob ~

lots of love,
xiangyue.
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iloveyou.
postin bout yesterday. (:

spend the whole day in school. From 8plus in the morning to 9plus at night.

iie reach sch about 8plus cos iie overslept nn nobody wake me up. Actually shld be there by 8.30 . Then when iie come aso nort alot of ppl. :) julia reach bus stop le, say rainin very heavily dun want walk in the rain. So, went to borrow umbrella from the drink stall auntie nn go nn fetch julia. end up myy whole shoe wet wet. -.- then went to practice practice. Until 11.30, they all decide to go for lunch at compass, so me,ju nn pl went to myy hus. They say must be back by 1. End up they come back at 2. Meanwhile, the guys are lyk moneys inside the classroom. Damn nosiy luhhs. End up we went outside cos peiling want to eat her lunch nn iie find it too nosiy to stay inside. Finally they are come back. then mr chong said we ken come for rehearsel at 4.30, end up dun hav. Then everyone slacked. Me nn julia started to get hungry then iie told boyfriend. He say he help us buy food. :) so good, right. hahahas. Thankyou boyfriend !! hahahahahas. Boyfriend buy old chang kee nn waffle for us. Alot of food lorhhs. Cos he buy old chang kee le then julia say she want waffle then he go buy waffle aso. End up we finish the waffle before the campfire nn the old chang kee after the campfire. :) cos there was nort enough time to finish all.

The campfire was okok. & there was again no fire. hahahas. Our dance perform was great expect that julia hit myy head as we are 'rollin'. damn pain luhhs nn myy whole hair was in a mess. Bt still continue to dance. & after the whole campfire, we dance again cos madam want to see our perform, she wasnt there when we are preformin. then finish dancin le. Went to ncc room to get our bags nn sir aliff was tryin to scared us about ghosts. lols. Then me nn ju want to eat our old chang kee. Sir aliff ask whyy we hav then iie say myy boyfriend buy for me de, ken ? && guess wat, he said myy boyfriend was khairil ! WTH lorhhs !! argh. He noe it is nort khairil nn he still continue to say. -.- then sir engune come nn ask the same question nn thank god sir aliff decide to say that myy boyfriend wasnt khairil is ridhwan. or els iie am goin to scream myy head off again. hehees. Then walk home with jocye, we walk the same route. :)

Thanks alot, boyfriend for the food. Or we will be stavin. The campfire food, we didnt touch abit lorhhs. xP
Btw, julia say uue very skinny lyk sir aliff. She ask uue eat more nn grow fatter. hahahahas. :D

THANKYOU DOOM SQUAD NN INGELICA FOR ALL THE HELP IN THE DANCE !

lots of love,
xiangyue.
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Saturday, June 7, 2008
iloveyou.
HAPPY 5MTH ANNI ; BOYFRIEND !! (:

Went for cheer at 10plus. Then 12plus near to 1 le, boyfriend come school to look for me. ((: leave cheer and go for dance practice around 2plus. Bt gt some problems end up 3.30 then start practice. Learn learn then around 5, jocye went off... soon after the rest also leave... Tmw goin to practice from mornin till campfire, in between gt breaks... ((: tired tired. endin myy post here.

I LOVE YOU; BOYFRIEND ! <3

lots of loves,
xiangyue.
Count love at 11:13 AM
Friday, June 6, 2008
iloveyou.
Hav tution ltr, tutor will be slightly late, she gt meetin in school.
Dun think iie goin for the dance practice ltr, myy mother dun belive & she said ltr iie havin tution then dance le tired tired then go tution uh... Hais... Totally no mood...

iie wish iie would fall into a deep sleep nn nv to wake up.

lots of love,
xiangyue
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008
iloveyou.
Actually gt things to post bt then no mood now. So, nort goin to post anything. myy phone is confiscated. Dun bother to contact me unless it is important. iie dun wish to talk to anyone right now.

Just leave me alone. ):

lots of love,
xiangyue.
Count love at 6:49 AM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
iloveyou.
Last night, msg boyfriend until late late again && as usual iie fell asleep... :(

Went to warehouse sales with myy mother, sister & myy mother's fren nn her youngest daughter at paya lebar. Brought two pairs of jeans, a pair of shorts nn a mini skirt. :D the shirts are nort nice de lorhhs, so didnt buy any. then went to the nearby coffee shop ? no stall was opened expect for the drink stall. Weird. hahahahahas. after that bus-ed home.

Boyfriend went for job intreview today with junhao. Both was hired. hahas. (: Basic pay $1200. Wahh ~ hahas... tmw they goin to start trainin. cant keep smsin boyfriend le. :( gonna miss him even more than usual. hais... Maybe goin to meet him before iie go for cheer practice if myy parent allowed me to go. Hope they allow barhhs... Miss boyfriend badly, really wish that iie could meet him lorhhs... hais... :'(

iie love you, boyfriend. <3

lots of loves,
xiangyue.
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Monday, June 2, 2008
iloveyou.
Early in the mornin, 7plus kena wake up by myy sister. She told me we goin temple. -.- iie sleep at 1plus last night lehhs. iie was talkin to boyfriend. xP then iie wake up, go bath. left home at 8plus. go toa payoh, eat abit then walk to temple. Pray then leave le. Then myy father decide to go Chinatown. At first, walk outside, damn hot luhhs. Then finally go shoppin centre. Walk walk then went to a shop, hav foot spa ?? Gt two types of treatment, doctor fish spa nn ion detox foot spa. The doctor fish spa is to place ur feet inside a sort of pool with little fishes. The fishes will eat the dead cells of ur foot then will make ur feet more smooth. Then then other one, ion detox foot spa is to place ur feet in a bucket of warm water, the person dunno put wat power thing inside. It will help remove the toxic inside of ur body. At first, iie dun dare do the doctor fish spa then myy father ask me do the other one with him nn myy mother. Then iie do lorhhs. Myy water nort very dirty lehhs. iie am health. hehees. After that myy mother nn other sis do the doctor fish spa. hahahas. iie tried usin myy hand, was ticklish. hahahas. After that myy father went for foot massage... While myy mother, sisters nn me go eat kfc cos myy sisters dun want shoppin. :( then one hour later go find myy father again then go home. ((:
The good ncc sir of mine. Promise to comfirm the ppl who are goin for the camp fire this evenin. in the end, he still dunno. Lols. tired. endin myy post here.

iie miss uue, boyfriend..

lots of love,
xiangyue.
Count love at 11:36 AM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
iloveyou.
Ncc today. Wear pt kits, yay ! xD

Today trainin was quite slack uh, bt then still tired cos myy whole body already ache still go for trainin... Did pt then run around the school for a round. After is break then games. Gurls all fall out. Actually only gt 4; me, ju, yx nn sharleen*. Yeexuan hav cramps, iie felt giddy when iie run. just now the pt make me giddy le so decide to pass the games, ju nn sharleen see us fall out then they aso fall lorhhs. Hahahas. In the end, gt abit naggin from jiali. :P then debrief. Sirs was talkin bout camp fire on next sat. Ncc was invited by the Scouts. We are suppose to preform smth, a dance accordin to the sirs. Actually is the part Cs goin to plan it, then they hav spec course. Then sir aliff ask the part Bs to do it. The rest of the gurls are goin overseas, left me. T.T think iie am goin to ask ophila for help barhhs, or follow wat julia said, copy from the monitors. Bt jiali say dun copy. whatever ~ xD then finally was let off. Sharleen ask me to pei her, cos ju nn xuan goin toliet. Then iie say, myy boyfriend is waitin for me. She keep quiet then iie go off. Hehees. Sorry, bt then iie dun want stay alone with her. Talk to her make myy blood pressure go up. Dun belive ask julia. We are lyk keep exchangin eyes. hahahahas.

iie am goin for HlC camp. (: Sharleen ask me dun go let her go. Cos iie took the last consent form, then iie say, uue want to go tell mr cheong luhhs. He ken print another consent form right. lols... hahahas...

As usual, meet boyfriend. He waited for me for 15mins ? He is always waiting for me. Nort myy fault. He is either come very early or myy stuff always nv end on time. xD hais... sorry ! walk walk for awhile then he send me home. Then he went to play pool with adrain nn junhao. hahahas...

iie miss uue, boyfriend.


lots of love,
xiangyue.

*iie forget how to spell her name, shld be correct barhhs. psps.

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